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向您致敬！🫡

安全を第一にして行動するように。

Wiedzcie że ten kraj wspomaga Rosję. A bądźcie bespieczny!

Dziękuję pięknie, ale dla czego pan/pani mówi że ten kraj(Ukraina? Czy naród pana/pani, Japonia? Chiny?) wspomaga Rosję?

Próbuję to powiedzieć że Chiny wspomaga Rosję, dlatego że Chiny (choć jestem z Chin) jest całkiem posrany, specjalnie szalony nacjonalizm który przypomina mi Japonię w czasie wczesnego Shōwa.

And (I can't express well in Polish) Bangumi is a comparatively nice place on the Simplified-Chinese-speaking (or writing?) internet, where there is not that many maniacs who clamor for waging a war against Japan and kill all the people in Tokyo, and think that Russia is righteous to "reclaim their land", etc. Those people are now unfortunately the mainstream. Here in Bangumi, you can still sit and discuss peacefully (well, to some extent) anime. You can say something against the Party and the government (although you must say it in riddles) and not necessarily considered a surrenderer to the "evil Western world", or a "colonized".

Sure, I can see China is super pro Russia at this point, and it's so laudable that you're frank about the country's reality. Okamiyu said the same thing about Bangumi when he invited me here, and Japanese and Chinese users getting along is definitely a sight for sore eyes.

You're trustworthy to know this: my previous job in China was not confined to a teaching position, I was also a human rights activist, aimed at helping marginalized and persecuted people. But a student of mine turned me in(thankfully I was spared in the end), and he was that type of Z person who thought Russia was rightful to claim Ukrainian territories.

竟然是这样的吗？Okamiyu和你是怎么认识的？

学生因为政见思想不同向上级告发任课教师的事情现在越来越常见了，这样就导致教师在课堂上根本不敢评论当今社会，只能强迫学生聚焦于书本上的内容，某种意义上，这也是被当今中国流行的极端民粹思维反噬的结果

So glad you're here, letting me know that there're still friendly people who are willing to contemplate on the actual (faktyczny także aktualny) situation Chinese people are in, even trying to lend a hand.

Yet the situation is heading to the worse, year after year. I find it difficult for me to understand why the Chinese gen Z , who grew up with the internet, can get converted to extreme populism, nationalism and even totalitarianism so easily. At this very moment, countless of them are playing Western games via Steam (in which Simplified Chinese has become the most used default language setting), while mocking the newly released The Game Award nominees list is a joke by the "white-skinned pigs". Even here in Bangumi, there are those who call Japanese voice actresses "female Japs".

Everything in this country is about politics, yet everyone cannot discuss politics. (By the way, it is so ironic that "keyboard politics", which is used to despise political opinions posted on the internet, has the same pronunciation as "to witness" in Chinese.) The internet has not make people get to know each other better, on the contrary, it made people more divided. I can't do anything about it, so watching anime is part of my escapism.

(And, by writing these words above, I may be charged with "colluding with foreign powers" by the internet mobs. Fortunately, Bangumi has not yet corrupted completely. Yet still, this post can disappear at any time.)

人灵魂的重量因他们自己的所作所为而改变，我对您的行为感到敬佩
实在令人感慨，就在18号，我才刚刚见证了一位中年女教师如何向她的学生宣称各种侮辱听众智商、残暴且有违人道的的极端民族主义观点，教导她的学生如何去恨那些素未谋面的人，并亲耳听到她的学生是如何附和她的，这些有违人道的观点却是现如今中国社会的主流，教师在课堂上宣扬这种观点不会被反对，而出于善心的、为受迫害者发声的观点却因为不符合政治需要而被排斥，其发言者遭到举报，我无论如何也不能认为这是正确的，但这样的事情却每天都在发生，而我对此几乎无能为力
最近，国际政治局势又一次变得浑浊起来。而恰在几天前，我的母亲还刚刚向我描述当兵的益处(这可以得到许多政策上的优惠)(尽管她早就知道我不会去参军，她提及这个更多是出于一种遗憾)，但我绝不愿意这么做，因为军人只能服从上级的命令，而我绝不愿意去做别人手中的剑，去屠戮所谓的“敌人”
请小心一些，尽管我现在什么也没办法去做，但我在这里期待着，期待着不得不沾染鲜血的士兵、被迫流离失所的平民以及那些愿意位于自己不相干的人奋斗的志愿者们――所有人，大家都能够回家。请你平安的回来

I only see this post today, I am two weeks late myself.

He (PanPolska) did a lot of things in the past and it was very costly. I did a few smaller things (totally unrelated to him thankfully otherwise both are screwed up) and it was pretty costly too. Some of the cost, comes from our hearts.

And no, he wasn't spared. He was spared and not spared at the same time. It is complicated. Well, everything coming to China is complicated, isn't it?! I still feel sad about the part he wasn't spared, but I am thankful about the part he was spared.

It took me a year of the delay to learn the part he wasn't spared. I still regret about my excessive delay in realization. I didn't pay enough attention.

Those Chinese pinky fanatics, are incomprehensible to my mind. And they are not the only problem. To me, China and Russia is pretty tied together at this stage, those two countries are very integrated by this point. Kids from Russia are nearly equally insane after 2022.

Those Gen Z, and the younger ones, despite their better grooming (and let's be frank about it, they do look much better physically than their parents, they are much better fed with much better skin, taller with more beautiful body, etc) and better appearance, the moment they start to show who they are and how they are, it is unbearable. It is utterly terrible, it is nearly like the beautiful elves (from the Lord of the Rings) turning out actually the orcs.

Tolkien's legendarium, orcs are related to elves, as they are corrupted and twisted descendants of Elves captured by the first Dark Lord, Morgoth. Morgoth tortured and mutilated the Elves, corrupting them into the first orcs.

When I was a child, I saw the Lord of the Rings as a fairy tale (of course, not that naive). After learning history, living my life (a big part of it is unpleasant, even though some part isn't bad), especially in the last two years, with some input from some people with amazing abilities, I realized it is a true story. Of course not a true story on the surface level, but it is a true story I partially have lived deeper underneath.

你說的是。 我比他輕多了，雖然我自己也沒有那麼輕。 （但是自己首先在能做那麼多事情之前就已經報銷了，所以能做那麼多的事情，需要很多很多，需要勇氣，需要靈魂，需要能力，需要智慧，需要堅定的信念，需要健康的軀體，需要強壯的精神，需要太多太多了。他都有這些，我其實是很嫉妒和欽佩的，他做了我太多想做而做不到的事情。而我自己不可靠的精神狀況在很遙遠的地方就已經讓自己陷於癱瘓，這一點也是我很自責的）

邪惡就是，整個環境正邪不分，惡人當道。

自從2022年以後國際局勢就是這種糟糕的模樣了，最近只是小波折而已，我覺得整體趨勢會繼續惡化下去的。其實我很難受你，因為我每次向議員提出抱怨，追加措施的時候，我最捨不得的就是目標敵國裡面的反對派, 而且我很清楚，這些在邪惡裡的善良的人，比庸俗善良的環境裡面的人認識要清楚得多。

但我绝不愿意这么做，因为军人只能服从上级的命令，而我绝不愿意去做别人手中的剑，去屠戮所谓的“敌人”
其實我也是這麼覺得的，所以從8歲開始就是和平主義者。自己6歲看了電影Saving Private Ryan可能導致後續的高強度洗腦教育產生了反效果。但是又由於機緣巧合，又跑到了另一個地方，而且因為烏克蘭的戰爭，我一度考慮過參軍，結果報名後填寫了表格，因為一長串的身體和精神問題導致被除名，而且嚴重程度到了我這一輩子都不可能參軍了，任何一個國家都是。但是，如果戰場上有什麼我能去做的，我依然原因去做出自己的貢獻（比如說卡車司機救護車司機等等，這可能也是我這一生在軍事上能做的最多的事情了）


请小心一些，尽管我现在什么也没办法去做，但我在这里期待着，期待着不得不沾染鲜血的士兵、被迫流离失所的平民以及那些愿意位于自己不相干的人奋斗的志愿者们――所有人，大家都能够回家。请你平安的回来

這也是我一直祈禱的。我覺得，他能平安回來，因為有著很高的智慧和能力，這一點，他就像是一隻貓一樣，貓有九條命。我能做的也只是在另一些領域，能夠稍微阻止一下邪惡和邪惡背後的力量，我自己覺得很愧疚，因為這遠遠不夠。而他做得比我多得多，好得多。而且，對於他來說，這只是旅程中的一站，他還有很多別的可以做的事情（至於是什麼呢？！我的好奇心也很想被滿足，不過人生還很長）

Annon allen an nangweth! That's a very interesting analogy, that I didn't think of.

The Lord of the Rings is to me the founder of the modern fantasy genre, telling a quite standard justice versus evil story (and I grew up reading Harry Potter, so LotR seemed like some kind of advanced work to be read next). All is so ideal, the love story of Lúthien and Beren, the utopian Shire, the noble Dúnedain... Even someone who was corrupted by the One Ring, like Boromir, retained his glory until the end.

Possibly because of Tolkien's Christian nature, in LotR, the victory of Justice seems predestined. No matter how the Dark Lord has brought havoc to the world, evil shall always be defeated and the Kingdom Come awaits. The reality just would not be so idealistic.

其实bangumi是有引用功能的(
用[quote ][/quote]把想引用的句子圈起来就行，就是你点击输入栏的那一列功能的第四个，效果大概是这样的↓李白说“天生我材必有用，千金散尽还复来”，我是很喜欢这句话的。社会是由人构成的，无论如何，作为社会中的一个人，就算很小很小我们也总是能做一点点自己的贡献。当然，人的能力有大有小，能做的事有多有少，但我觉得，只要尽力而为就可以了。其实，我还不会开车(笑)，所以我恐怕连卡车司机都没办法胜任

Thank you for your kind words. It is very warm. I used to be more familiar with Elvish before spring 2024. My email signature in my former employer was written in Elvish. It is a language I adore. (and it is one of a big reason I hang on to Yandex translation despite my long de-Russification process, because Yandex has Elvish translation)

I saw the movies as a child, I love the music May It Be, but I never get the deeper meaning with the references to the history until an older age. I got to learn Tolkien had formed very tight friendships with a few boys in his school during teenage years (through movie, archives later) and most of them perished due to the war. I never lost close friends myself (thankfully) but even extended time being away from them brings me great distress. (for them too. One friend cried through a few weeks when he lost contact with me. He was so happy when I mysteriously appeared in front of him a year later. I did this again 5yrs ago, and he was very happy. Another one was overjoyed when I reappeared after nearly a decade)
This level of the joy of reunion, hints me the darkness of the sadness when friends die. I cannot imagine what Tolkien suffered in heart. I am aware of some of his questionable conducts, but in the face of life and death, the greatness of good and evil, all seems so trivial. (Similar to how Lord Mountbatten was alive)

And the Nazgul, the dead marshes, and monsters in the sky, all of them seemed like myths to me at first. But everything makes sense after going through Battlefield 1, when I realized those evil elements came from the war. Passchendaele is the most disgusting map (entire map is full of green gas, mustard gas), and in real life it was gruesome, but it looks just like dead marshes, even the colour. Nazgul nearly looked just like the German horses with gas mask in Passchendaele! I cried on the gaming laptop when this realization struck me. (I managed to hang on to the game for a while longer until PTSD completely deprived it from me) Once the similarities are seen, they cannot be unseen.

As you have mentioned, in my eyes, the OP feels like Beren of Dúnedain. Well, all those characters are real in a sense, and I live in a place like the Shire (so people there tend to be a bit too naive, something I find difficult to put up with).

I think, it is more than the Christian nature leading to the Victory of justice. I believe it is simply the rule of the universe, when the justice prevails, eventually. Evil cannot sustain. But I am uncertain if we can live to see the victory, however.

And Dead Men of Dunharrow? I am very upset about it. It happens in Ukraine today, every faction, regardless of side comes alive like Dead Men of Dunharrow to my horror. Gradually at a point of time I didn't even know myself, I am like one of the Dead Men of Dunharrow as well. It still haunts me.
(Even though OP is one foot in the war already, but he isn't a part of the Dead Men of Dunharrow, thankfully. He is more like an Elf or one of the Dunedain)

把想引用的句子圈起来就行，就是你点击输入栏的那一列功能的第四个，效果大概是这样的↓你好，我是引用，很高兴见到你李白说“天生我材必有...[/quote]（我都不好意思說，我是從上個世紀開始上網的，這種基本能力還是如此的差）

很感謝你說的，這的確如此。這也是因為，雖然有些事情很微小，但是我依然成了Dead Men of Dunharrow一樣，去追究我所追究的事情

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