at extreme odds with, Hayflick limit, scrap, break in (If you break someone in, you get them used to a new job or situation), sustain (SUFFER), appal, imbued with, surmise, pseudo-substantiating, put through (If someone puts you through an unpleasant experience, they make you experience it), ember, inculcation, estrangement, obsession, cathexis, sepia, vent, outlet, libido, twig, tryst, indulge, carnal